Recently, I know I have been slacking
pushing off work
procrastinating things...
Nothing keeps me up beat-- Pictures, events, hang outs nothing seems to make me happy ...
With the fear of losing it all - I wake up every day and drag myself to work and come back home , waste time in front of the TV and sleep
Not sure why but seems like this has become the norm and i don;t want myself to jump out of it -- this is not ME!
I have a lot of potential -- I can handle a lot of things at one time , I have amazing interests and wonderful imagination and proper people skills to influence them all and have FUN :)
but Suddenly I have landed in this position where all I have been doing in pitying myself! Feeling Sorry for myself ... is that true? Should this how it should be? NO RIGHT!!
I know -- but I need help in coming out of this mode -- my interests are getting short lived day by day -- I like doing stuff-- overcome it and then go back to slacking -- What is my passion!!! Trying new things all the time cannot be a Passion!! Or maybe it can be??
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