Stop Stealing My Thunder!!!!

Is it me???

I really don't know why this happens to me!!

I know if you give your heart and soul in a relationship... .. and of any kind.....it works....

but strangely... in past few months... my experience with "Heart & Soul" haven't really shown such results!!

I get friends who are passionate and caring ... but then they get really aaggressive and over possessive.

I get friends who get jealous if I get something..... I really worked hard HARD for....

And then some who over power and steal my thunder.......

And then some more who die to make me feel 'U bear the guilt,girl.... solely u '

Is there any limit or percentage up to which you give unto their dramas?

When should your ego, really do the ego??

Are they really friends or just some one's who come in your life, for a mutual gain and when they don't see any....they just move on....

Am I too sensitive?

Am I too practical?

Am I too independent... or am I a good pretender?

Am I too delusive that people do not understand my feelings?

What is it, that I need to do more to protect myself from the wrath and envy of people I call my own??