Laughter!

People say I am a bubbly person! I bring smiles and have them all the time!!

But I didn't know.. the meaning of this phrase "A day without laughter is a day wasted" coz everyday was such, but now....

.........days and weeks go by and what I don;t have is LAUGHTER! My fake smile sticks to my face as it always has been there... my cheeks ache of fakeness.....

and now I know... I am wasting my days.... !!

Hope to put them to some good use soon!

hmmm.. October seems a busy Month hunh...

27th October and I posted my first post for the month!! :p

So it sure has been a busy month.. I think more than my actual Office work I have involved myself in my extra-curricular activities! ;)

Don't know if it is good in the long run or not but yes that is what I am doing...

AISN Heritage Month November 2009

Chili Oktoberfest 2009

Halloween CasaPacifica 2009

Diwali @ USC

Hikes every saturday!

I definitely feel good about all the activities I am involved in but am still waiting for more challenging work at the end of the day.. hope that happens soon! :)

It will right! ;)

And MY Cookie said : It is better to have a HEN TOMORROW than an EGG today! ;)

...kaise main chaloon...dekh na sakoon anjaane raaste...

...kaise main chaloon...dekh na sakoon anjaane raaste...

Can't live with this fear all your life... every step is a risk....!!

Sun rahi hun main sudhbudh khoke

koi main kahani

Poori kahani hai kya kisse hai pata

Main to kisiki hoke yeh bhi na jaani

Ruth hai yeh do pal ki ya rahegi sada

Kisse hai pata

Kisse hai pata

...kaise main chaloon...dekh na sakoon anjaane raaste...

Stages of Anger..

Denial

Anger

Bargaining

Depression

Acceptance

I'm OKAY

"Today Has Been OK"

Friends tell me it's spring

My window show the same

Without you here the seasons pass me by

I know you were not new

That loved like me and you

All the same I miss you

Today has been ok

Today has been ok

The preacher lost his son

He's known by all in town

He found him with another son of God

Feeding on the prayer

Nevermind what God said

But love had lost its cause

And I thought today had been ok

Today has been ok

Today has been ok

Wind has burned your skin

The lovely air so thin

The salty water's underneath your feet

No one's gone in vain

Here is where you'll stay

'Cause life has been insane but

Today has been ok

Today has been ok

Today has been ok

Today has been ok

The toughest part of getting to the top of the ladder, is getting through the crowd at the bottom!!

Well... I don't know how to react to this....

So Janford actually made it to the post of Operations IS BA Lead!
And I am his backup... now whom is to be blamed..... well I guess me or circumstances or is this called experience!
hmmm..... he gets a boost coz of his college background and Howard's preference ..
he totally started off as a bouncy kid... took over the damn listing thing...
and then Howard just gave him the work and I got sidetracked....completely....it just happened!
I tried as much as I could!
ANd now I donno what to do.... Y are being made to WAIT so much for everything!
Learning it the HARD WAY : Don't assume that THEY are gonna take care of you, YOU HAVE TO CARE OF YOURSELF!