Stages of Anger..

Denial

Anger

Bargaining

Depression

Acceptance

I'm OKAY

"Today Has Been OK"

Friends tell me it's spring

My window show the same

Without you here the seasons pass me by

I know you were not new

That loved like me and you

All the same I miss you

Today has been ok

Today has been ok

The preacher lost his son

He's known by all in town

He found him with another son of God

Feeding on the prayer

Nevermind what God said

But love had lost its cause

And I thought today had been ok

Today has been ok

Today has been ok

Wind has burned your skin

The lovely air so thin

The salty water's underneath your feet

No one's gone in vain

Here is where you'll stay

'Cause life has been insane but

Today has been ok

Today has been ok

Today has been ok

Today has been ok

The toughest part of getting to the top of the ladder, is getting through the crowd at the bottom!!

Well... I don't know how to react to this....

So Janford actually made it to the post of Operations IS BA Lead!
And I am his backup... now whom is to be blamed..... well I guess me or circumstances or is this called experience!
hmmm..... he gets a boost coz of his college background and Howard's preference ..
he totally started off as a bouncy kid... took over the damn listing thing...
and then Howard just gave him the work and I got sidetracked....completely....it just happened!
I tried as much as I could!
ANd now I donno what to do.... Y are being made to WAIT so much for everything!
Learning it the HARD WAY : Don't assume that THEY are gonna take care of you, YOU HAVE TO CARE OF YOURSELF!